It's alright dear heart, you will be fine.

I caught myself laughing over my old posts hahahahaha. How naive the old me.
Loving a man like you own the whole world. Struggling to keep the faith between each other.
Having fights like crazy just to prove whose love is greater. It was the best thing had happened to me but however, in a blink of an eye, I had ruined everything just because of I was losing faith in him and myself.

hold on. I said earlier I am not going to talk about love right? Oh my goodness hahahahaha I'm so sorry.

So , listen up.
I got an offer letter to further my study & I will be registered myself next 2 months and study for a year and then. I will continuing study for my degree of course. My upcoming college is extremely far away from my house, in Malaysia, of course. Congratulations to myself! Yahoo hahaha
meeting new people out there, studying in such a very countryside place but I guess everything will be just fine. Right? ( I am scared )

I have prepared myself for the upcoming life in a college like cutting my hair as a sign for myself to keep moving on and live a life even though the way is still blurry and cannot be seen clearly. That's okay, I need to figure those things by myself. I don't really need to rely on anybody anymore. I need to stop troubling everyone. I need to learn on how to live on my own. I need to be strong, waking up without listening mama's voice. Man, even though I was studying in a boarding school like 5 years but I still could not live by my own. I kept relying on them but I made mistakes and hid it from them. It won't happen again in my college life.

Talking about ambition. I used to have a dream, a dream of becoming a great doctor. Treating patients , make them feel better although they are in pain but I guess I need to take a long path to reach that dream since I did not get a better result in my SPM. That's okay, I'm cool.

well I need to go for now. I will be updating again, sooner or later.
Ppyong ~