so here I am, once again, after few years.

Dear me,
 
        I guess it has been too long for me not to post or even update anything in here.
Well, everything has done. No more love story and so on. Gonna take time if I want to change the whole thing in this blog, you know like editing and others, let it be this way forever? what do you think?

No
Yes
No
Yes
No
I guess it is a Yes hahahaha.

I'm 18 years old now, I have grown up but yeah life was tough back then.
Recently, I'm working with my older sister and I succeed buying myself a laptop.
This is totally great where I can use it anytime and anywhere.

what should I do? this is officially my blog but I don't really know what to do. Maybe I will be using this blog quite often since I have nothing to do on my free time.
 Of course I have no time for a love story, so, this time I'm going to update about myself in the middle of nowhere.

How are you guys doing? How's life? is it hard?
If it is, I feel you but by hooked or by crooked, you need to face it.
Face the fear and don't let anyone see your tears.
No one can really understand the inner you.
I really have that kind of issues nowadays.
& I'm still wondering and thinking on how to get over it.
It is too hard. Sometimes you wanna cry in the dark and force yourself to stay shine in front of others/
I'm tired of being dishonest to myself. I'm tired. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

                                                                                              lots of sorrow,
                                                                                                farah