CONFUSED

I am so confused like seriously. What should I do?

Going to Matriculation or Multimedia University (If I got it) 

I am not interested with the matriculation however I don't think I can afford on studying at MMU but there is so many benefits if I studied at MMU.

What should I do? 

> basically I need to ask my teacher or my brother ( wtheck hahahaha I'm afraid of him )

-sigh- my brother in law does support me on continuing my study at the MMU :(

and I want to study at the MMU so badly.

What should I do? What should I do?

If I admitted myself for the matriculation and few days after that I got an offer letter about studying at the MMU, what should I do? Take it or leave it. Damn it. Damn it! 

I am so confused right now, anyone if you have any idea with this, please help me out! 

It's hurting :(

 I need to sleep, will be updating you guys again later on.

Bye!